During this past school year, I would forget I was
retiring and make notes to myself about how I could improve my teaching in the
future. I would then catch myself and laugh.
Yet, I have improved each year I have been teaching.
Sometimes, I am embarrassed when I meet former students and I remember who I
was and how I taught ten, twenty, or thirty years ago.
I wish I could go back and teach myself to be the teacher I was
at the end of my career. I wince when I think of some of the things I did way
back at the beginning of my career, things some of my colleagues still do, and
some things that no one does anymore.
Whether it is a better way to approach quotation
integration, the power of reading aloud, allowing students more freedom and
choice, or learning how to really like the difficult and challenging children,
I wish the less experienced Mr. Hirsch could have had the tools that took me so
long to master.
You can teach this old dog new tricks. I love teaching with
technology. As I was finishing a class in May, and my colleague’s students were
coming in, a student commented on my agenda document projected on the screen.
This young man had been my student three years prior for Freshman English. He
said to me that the “Today Sheet,” (which is what I called my document that
lists the targets, activities, and homework for each day) was one of the things
he wished that all of his teachers would use.
I thought to myself, why didn’t I use it earlier? What took
me so long? Did I need a computer to do that? I often told the students the
list of things we were doing for the day. I even had laminated signs for all
the targets, and I would hang the ones we were using in the front of the room.
What took me so long to make put it all together?
Experience, mentoring, reflecting, and collaborating. The
more time I spent with other teachers, the better my teaching became. The more
I really listened to what others were doing, the more I could critically
reflect on my own practice. It took a few years to learn this- and then to keep
learning it. But when I was in survival mode, being reflective would fall away.
That is my main lesson for new teachers and those who help
them: get them out of survival mode. Move them past “what do I do?” and get
them to “how do I do this well?”
Ironically, the past two years have been times of great
growth for me. The main reason is I took on a new class. Last year, another
teacher and I sat down and worked on the class together and then met once a
week all year while teaching it. This past year, there were three of us teaching
the class and we met and collaborated. These collaborations have made my last
two years of teaching the best teaching I have ever done!
Putting together a brand new curriculum, teaching books I
had never introduced to students, and sharing all of it with a team of
colleagues was refreshing and forced me to be highly reflective. Over and over,
I asked myself, my students, and my teammates how things went. What should we
change and what should we keep?
I will always be a teacher. I am still going to teach once a
week on Sundays. I will still think like a teacher and try to “stay current.” I am not sure if I will go
back into the classroom on a daily basis, but if I did, I know what to do to keep
improving my teaching.
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